Wednesday, January 15, 2014

Blood results

This morning I drank my protein drink and then started to move onto my bagel and cream cheese. I took a big bite, looked down at my phone and saw that it was my Dr's office. I choked down the bite and answered the phone. It was Dr. S!! He had my blood results back! He said that he had them put a rush on it because of his concern. Love him.
 
My initial number was 868,000 and yesterday it was 623,000!! I am not 100% out of the clear but it has went down by over 25%. He said he will test my blood again at my next appointment in two weeks just to make sure that it keeps going down. He told me that he is 90% sure that it is Secondary and not Primary. When he told me the number the tears started to flow. I'm not going to lie I was scared. I was staying positive but I was scared. Not for my own health but for the health of our babies. 

Thank you all for your prayers, good thoughts and positive vibes!

I heard the new song from Sidewalk Prophets called "Help me find it" on my way to the doctor yesterday and again this morning on my way to work. Coincidence? I don't think so.

Help me find it Lyrics

I don't know where to go from here
It all used to seem so clear
I'm finding that I can't do this on my own

I don't know where to go from here
As long as I know You are near
I'm done fighting
I'm finally letting go

I will trust in You
You've never failed before
I will trust in you

(chorus)
If there's a road I should walk
Help me find it
If I need to be still
Give me peace for the moment
Whatever Your will
Whatever Your will
Can you help me find it
Can you help me find it

I'm giving You fear and You give faith
I giving you doubt
You give me grace
For every step I've never been alone

Even when it hurts, You'll have your way
Even in the valley I will say
With every breath
You've never let me go

I will wait for You
You've never failed before
I will wait for You

(Chorus)

I lift my empty hands (come fill me up again)
Have Your way my King (I give my all to You)
I lift my eyes again (was blind but now I see)
'Cause You are all I need

14 comments:

  1. Such great news! Yay! Praying that the number keeps decreasing!!

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  2. Awesome! Hoping by next blood results they are even lower!!

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  3. Great news!! yay!!!! so happy for you :)

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  4. Love that song! We will keep praying!

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  5. So relieved for you! That is great news and I just know it will continue to go down!

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  6. Wonderful news! I'm feeling really good about this! That's such a sharp decrease! Take a deep breath mama, everything is going to be okay!

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  7. So happy to hear this, as I know you were!

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  8. Hooray! Glad you got good news….and now because of you…I want a bagel with cream cheese. LOL

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  9. oh my goodness this is one of my favorite songs!!

    waitingforbabybird.com

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