Blood results

This morning I drank my protein drink and then started to move onto my bagel and cream cheese. I took a big bite, looked down at my phone and saw that it was my Dr's office. I choked down the bite and answered the phone. It was Dr. S!! He had my blood results back! He said that he had them put a rush on it because of his concern. Love him.

 

My initial number was 868,000 and yesterday it was 623,000!! I am not 100% out of the clear but it has went down by over 25%. He said he will test my blood again at my next appointment in two weeks just to make sure that it keeps going down. He told me that he is 90% sure that it is Secondary and not Primary. When he told me the number the tears started to flow. I'm not going to lie I was scared. I was staying positive but I was scared. Not for my own health but for the health of our babies. 

Thank you all for your prayers, good thoughts and positive vibes!

I heard the new song from Sidewalk Prophets called "Help me find it" on my way to the doctor yesterday and again this morning on my way to work. Coincidence? I don't think so.

Help me find it Lyrics

I don't know where to go from here

It all used to seem so clear

I'm finding that I can't do this on my own

I don't know where to go from here

As long as I know You are near

I'm done fighting

I'm finally letting go

I will trust in You

You've never failed before

I will trust in you

(chorus)

If there's a road I should walk

Help me find it

If I need to be still

Give me peace for the moment

Whatever Your will

Whatever Your will

Can you help me find it

Can you help me find it

I'm giving You fear and You give faith

I giving you doubt

You give me grace

For every step I've never been alone

Even when it hurts, You'll have your way

Even in the valley I will say

With every breath

You've never let me go

I will wait for You

You've never failed before

I will wait for You

(Chorus)

I lift my empty hands (come fill me up again)

Have Your way my King (I give my all to You)

I lift my eyes again (was blind but now I see)

'Cause You are all I need